~~ Sitting and Waiting~~

So here i sit waiting to hear when i can go up to the hospital to be with my Tiff, she doesnt want me up there right now , so i will sit and wait ! i dont want to upset her!! it is killing me to think of her in pain , as i sit here and think back 22 years ago when i gave birth to her, i was a 15 year old scared little girl myself, and now the baby that once depended on me for everything is having her own little one!! so exciting but yet so sad for me!!another chapter is about to start! I will be a 37 year old proud Grand-mother!! WOW !! hard to believe .I remember when i found out i was going to have Tiff, i thought to myself now i will have someone who will have to love me! and always be with me! someone for myself!! and i had that little person for 22 years!! and now she will have her little person to herself! ughh im having a hard time even typing this without crying i didnt think this was going to be so emotional for me, her having a child but it really is!! i worry i guess! but im hoping she will do just fine!! if i could do it at 15 im sure she can at 22!!lolol but she will always be my baby!! my little 7 pound 10 ounce baby!! lolol the cutest little thing ~~ well on that note im off to pack my overnight bag!!lolol so next time im back in here i will be reporting on my Grand-Daughter named Kinley!!