Well last night Tasha and i went and got our Christmas tree!!
This was the first year in over 22 years that my dad didnt take us to get our tree! it was very hard !! my christmas spirit just isnt here this year! i hate change! my dad is sick ! as i watched as other familes walked around the tree lot looking at trees my heart sank! i know i have plenty to be grateful for but i just miss my dad and the way things use to be! anyhow Tash and i found a nice tree!! we kinda down sized from our usual trees but it is a nice treee! this year is going to be different all the way around! 2 weeks til christmas and i have yet to get my shopping done, no cards done up , and im just feeling blah! if anything this year will be about the true meaning of christmas i know, just having my family will be my christmas! not the shopping , not the giving gifts, or recieving gifts! it will be about having the ones we love with us! next year will be better i know!! anyhow im off to work ! i shall return soon!
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