~~~~ 37 today~~~~

Well Today i turned 37 years old! and old i feel!! lolol
Today was a day of mixed emotions i guess, bad morning with a bit of road rage on the way to work , training a new girl at work ,missing friends, then going to spend my evening with the most important people in the world to me!! My mom , my dad, my sister, my daughters, my nephew and soon to be grand-daughter, and my almost son-in-law!! i love them so much , i sat in my sisters big over sized chair tonight and watched and listened to everyone laugh and carrying on , and thought to myself how lucky i am ! I have my family! as i sat and watched my dad play with his great grand son on the living room floor, it took all i had to hold back the tears, tears that wanted to fall because i was gratefull my dad was there with us! the smile and the laughs that was coming from him made my heart smile! all the presents and cards in the world couldnt beat the gift i have by having my dad and my family!! gifts are nothing without person to give them to you. My husband went back on the road this morning, which was fine by me ! " Dont ask" loloo and i was missing my friend today " My Les" this will be the first year in a long time i wont be celebrating my birthday with her ! no partying and dancing and just having a good time!! but thats ok i guess! things change !! i couldnt be upset today because my husband was gone , or my friend is miles away, or the fact that there wasnt going to be a big drunkin party this year! because i have my family, I have my dad :0)
I have gone and planned a day trip for my dad and i next Friday to Saint John, to visit our cousin David, a man i barely know, this little day trip was Pegs idea because she figured dad was starting to go stir crazy by sitting home, so i offered to Take dad and go! and i must say im very excited! im excited to spend the dad with my dad, and to listen to im sure so good ole stories of some kind!!lolol i swore to myself when we found out dad was gonna be ok i was going to spend special time with my dad from here on out ! and this will be our first outting! And i love Saint John to boot!! i love that its so old and i love that it could tell so many stories! and the smell doesnt bother me like it does others!lolol well im off to watch my shows and then to bed, Day off tomorrow to relax!! so til then .......