Well i havent been around in a few days due to the fact i have been layed up with my gimped out legs!! doctors have no idea whats giving me wicked pain in my legs one day, and the next im fine , then the next day i cant walk again, so i have been a little cranky lately , once again i find that when im not feeling well or in pain , i reflect back on what my dad has gone through and say to myself " dont be such a wimp" it could be worse! and oh how true that is!!
I took myself the the hospital the other night due to the pain, and as i sat in the waiting room that evening a husband and wife came in and was waiting for a loved one to arrive by ambulance, call it a mothers instinct , but i knew by the looks of fear and concern on there faces it was there child they had been waiting for , ughhhhhhhhhh all i could do was sit and remember when my Tash was in that car accident , and when my cousin Troy was killed in a car accident! the pain and anguish a parent can go through when it comes to there children, as i sat there and every so often would take a glance at there sad faces , i found myself saying a prayer for them , " please god help these people get through what ever may come there way, give them the strength to over come this , watch and guide them through there hardships, please god let there child be ok" then my name was called!! the pain i had gone in there with had some how subsided a bit! I have so many things and ideas i could write about, everyday something comes up in my life and i always say to myself i need to write that down, writing is my releash!! lolol i love it ! its my time , my space, i should write a book !! but what would i write about ? hmmm something to think about i guess!! if anyone has any ideas feel free to share! lol anyhow im off to watch my shows!! til then .............................................
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