Just Thinkin

Worked today ! came home relaxed and now you see it , sitting here upon my rump watching Television and just thinking about stupid stuff! so of course here i am writing! nothing to serious of course haha , just wondering about what makes some people in my life tick? wondering about how some people can be so self absorbed that they only think of themselfs!! the hell with other people or other peoples feelings, but yet they expect people to rally around them all the time, i wonder how a person can always be out for themselfs when it comes to everything!! and i mean everything! and fake people!people that claim to like you, will have great conversation with you , try to convience you that you and your family are everything to them , then bang turn around and do something selfish towards you or your family! im sorry but i wasnt born yesterday and i can tell you right now! i know when someone is feeding me bullshit!! i can see right through these people and yet they think there pulling the wool over my eyes! lolol crazy! I cant stand fake people!! sooooo on to something else!! lolo see nothing serious just typing along! i find typing so relaxing and it takes me out of my own life and into this computer where i think of nothing else! Ever wonder what it would be like to live another life? i wonder all the time , how i could do it ? if i could do it? would friends and family here miss me ? maybe for a short time !lol
I think about it all the time about setting a plan into action.................. funds, transportation, housing, food ect.......................... heres what i would love to do if possible!
I would love to pack a duffle bag with just what i needed such as a few sets of clothes, warm and cools ones, a bit of food to due me at least a couple of weeks, and pocket full of money!! jump in my car and just drive! no destination in plan , just go!! drive to a little town find a old house to rent , find a job in a diner , and live a simple life for myself and myself alone! ever see that movie with Julia Roberts where shes in a abusive marriage and she fakes her own drowning and starts a new life in a little town! i love that movie! all except the abuse part!! lol anyhow back to my story.. put a garden in, go the the county fair , drive a old beat up half ton , ahhhhhhhhhhhh that would be so nice!! where none knows you , you could even change your name! you could be anyone! just a simple life! bake apple pies and sit them in your kitchen window without the worry of someone breaking in , dirt roads, the smell of fresh clothes hanging on the clothes line!! what a wonderful life!! sitting in your garden pulling weeds!lol i know you think im crazy by now!!lolol live in a town where you could work for cash! no credit cards, no sin # no phone! plan it so well that nobody would ever find you ! all your faults and inperfections would be gone! if i could start a new life thats how i would want it to go! anywhooooooooooo im done for tonight i guess! lol sometimes my mind just wounders on and on ! i have a wild imagination!! maybe i should write a book!! I have always thought i have been reincarnated from a past life, back in the plantation days!! i have the same dream over and over all the time, im standing in the doorway of this huge white box like mansion, over looking a cotton field, wearing this huge dress, with a huge hat! and a corset so tight i could not breath!! whats this dream mean? hmm maybe i should of lived back in the Little house on the Praire days!!lolol wouldnt that of been nice!! ahh ! well im off to bed to dream of what a new life starting over could be like!! nighty nite!