Well its been a bit so i figured i should drop a few lines just to let some out!lol
Not much really goin on besides work , and honestly im glad i have this god for saken job, it keeps me busy and my mind off of other things! I have my Grand-Daughter coming in May and then my Youngest daughters Graduation in June ,kinda surreal really! think about it ! my youngest and last daughters graduation and about to go out into this crazy world as an adult and then my first born child Having her first child!! ughh and then the thoughts of being called nanny at 37 is really hard to absorb! oh well what can ya do!lolol I am excited to meet this new little life.On another note things around here could be so much worse than what it is , my heart is so filled with sorrow for the people in Haiti , I have donated but it just doesnt seem like alot considering the dispair those people are endouring, i wish i could there and help, or bring a few children here to love , and give a home too. if only.Why do these terrible things need to happen? why so much pain and distruction in the world? Today at work i found myself wondering if there WAS a god , then why is this happening? could he not of prevented this? why would he want this ?i dont understand , I believe in my god i really do , but sometimes i just dont understand . I have always believed in the quote " God never throws anything our way we can not handle" but at times i find it so hard to believe. well on that note i guess i will go and watch my CNN seems to be all i ever do! til then.
Pam
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