Well i can honestly say for the first time in 36 years im truly not into the whole Chirstmas thing!
Went into the Wal-mart yesterday and noticed they have all the xmas stuff out now , and i couldnt get out of there fast enough! With dad being sick this year and and financial situation , who gives a shit!! im lucky if i get through everyday let alone worrying about xmas! This time last year i had my shopping done and my wrapping done!! and well this year i have nothing even started!! They kept dad again last night in SJ apparently to just make sure hes getting his fluids they say! Yesterday was almost a good day for me , i felt some what normal for a bit, day off , cleaned the house, got dressed, paid bills, got some groceries, i find it truly amazing how good you can feel after you have sat in front of a mirrow and did your hair and put a little make-up on , i felt good! but of course this morning i feel like hell!! one day good the next day bad!! wel im off to work i guess! chow for now !
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